Guys, thanks for all of your messages and comments...I'm alive, but just don't have time to update this weblog. In addition to my bloody research, the new part time job at the weekend just makes me mad. If I were English, I would say some swear word...but one of my teachers in London has forbidden me to use swear words. Jesus Christ!

Although the main reason why I started the new part time job is to make money for a short trip to London, I've decided not to go there for some reason. Now I don't know what I work hard for...

By the way, do you know an American TV programme called "Joe Millionaire"(FOX TV series)? I happend to see the last story by Cable TV and actually shed tears. I thought about lots of things...