I have a chronic disease, manic depression. Sometimes I have depression and can't do anything, sometimes I'm aggressive and feels that I can do everything. I call it "big waves" in my life. I take a pile of drugs everyday but it doesn't work well.
This time, aggression was awful. At the midnight, because of a sleeping pill, I'm not consciousness but I call millions of friends, including my senior worker.
In the morning, I don't remember anything, but I see my phone and surprised to know I've called lots of friends at the midnight.
I lost some friends because of the disease, but I have no way.
Anyway, the aggressive wave has gone and now the depression.
I managed to go to my office but couldn't do anything. I slept on the desk and everyone was worrying about me. I had no choice. I called my mother in my hometown and she kindly came to take care of me. It worked. She tidied up my room and made good dishes. It was a great help.
Today I could go to my office and could do my work without sleeping. It seems another wave has gone. I hope next one won't come soon.