After the day I talked to human resources, I took the day off because of depression. I finally admited that I needed to take a rest.

I talked to my boss and decided to take one month off.
It was strange, I thougt, I want to work, but I can't because of my disease. And the disease is due to my ex-boyfriend I split up 3years ago.I mailed him to tell him that I'm going to file a lawsuit against him.
Ignored.
I mailed one of our friends, who was staying U.S. to study economics. I explaind the situation briefly, and asked him to my ex to reply to me.

And at last! I gotta reply, which is saying sorry.
However, how many "sorry" can my disease cured?

I know why this depression happened this time. I heard that my ex is going out with a Japanese woman, who was in the same class with him.
I was extremely shocked.

I still can't the curse of ex and I'm sure I can't go away. "Love and hate" are blood relations.