A Roman In London (from Tokyo)

Can you imagine that you can't go away from the curse of lost love?
Can you imagine that you can't love anyone for three years because of memory?
Can you imagine how you feel when your e-mails are just ignored?

Love and hate are blood relations.
When the love is strong, it becomes strong hate.

I've been struggling to forget you for three years, only to fail.

After the day I talked to human resources, I took the day off because of depression. I finally admited that I needed to take a rest.

I talked to my boss and decided to take one month off.
It was strange, I thougt, I want to work, but I can't because of my disease. And the disease is due to my ex-boyfriend I split up 3years ago.I mailed him to tell him that I'm going to file a lawsuit against him.
Ignored.
I mailed one of our friends, who was staying U.S. to study economics. I explaind the situation briefly, and asked him to my ex to reply to me.

And at last! I gotta reply, which is saying sorry.
However, how many "sorry" can my disease cured?

I know why this depression happened this time. I heard that my ex is going out with a Japanese woman, who was in the same class with him.
I was extremely shocked.

I still can't the curse of ex and I'm sure I can't go away. "Love and hate" are blood relations.